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[Apr. 5th, 2006|10:14 pm] |
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I don't want to feel the way I do anymore. I want to be able to go to school without worrying about seeing someone and having that awful awkward moment, with that hesitant smile and uneasy glance.
I wish things could be like they were a couple of months ago. Things were great. Nothing could be better. I was enjoying every moment of it. Now its over. For real. I hate this feeling. Now there is no more late night phone calls, no more cute random notes in my locker that make me smile, no more little kisses to make me feel like things will always be okay. Its done and I'm ready to move on.
I want to make this feeling leave forever. This weekend will hopefully do that for me. Meeting new people is something that I hope to do because it will keep my mind off certain things. Putting on an act to make it seem okay is hard, and I know I haven't done a great job of that.
I guess caring for someone so much always comes with consequences... Thats life and now its time to move on. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|11:43 pm] |
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So yeah, whoever knocked out my window and stole my c.d. player is a total BITCH.lasdflsadjfw. oh man. im gonna take em DOWN! DAMN i'm so pissed.
Thanks to those who stayed to wait with me for the cops to come. 2 damn hours is way to long.
This week needs to get better, QUICK.
im out. |
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[Oct. 14th, 2005|01:48 am] |
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Smile.
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[Jul. 3rd, 2005|07:49 pm] |
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I committed suicide:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
Family:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Make sweet love to me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your lj and see what I say about you? |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|09:15 pm] |
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A- Age of 1st kiss: 4, but I don't think that counts.
B- Band you are listening to right now: Mark Wills
C- Crush: I wish
D- Dad's name: Richard
E- Easiest person to talk to: Probably Valerie.. and Joe.
F- Favorite ice cream: Mint Chocolate Chip
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears? worms
H- Hometown: Corpus Christi
I- Instruments: no more clarinet for me.
J- Junior high: Kaffie Middle School
K- Kids: not right now
L- Longest car ride ever: car ride to florida. what a drag
M- Mom's name: Gail
N- Nicknames:E.T. Ernie, Parana, Thrash, Thrasher, Petey, Big Red, Red, Air, the list goes on...
O- One wish: can't name just one
P- Phobia[s]: roaches? being alone.
Q- Quote: "You make time stand still, and I'm lovin every minute"
R- Reason to smile: you Ü
S- Song you sang last: Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson
T- Time you woke up today: 10:30
U- Unknown fact about me: I like the quiet SOMETIMES
V- Vegetable(s) you hate: squash
W- Worst habit: procrastinating
X- X-rays you've had: teeth, knees, ankles
Y- Your least favorite person as of right now? hmm...
Z- Zodiac sign: cancer. my birthday is coming up soon. |
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[Apr. 5th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
So I'm updating.
School is for losers...I'm a total loser. I need a chemistry tutor for real.
I'm tired of failing.
I hope everyone going to senior party this weekend has a jolly good time.
I went to mexico on Saturday. It was fun. got some earrings realllly cheap, Me and Dorissa saw a crossdresser. It was so hilarious. Chimmichangas!
HAppy bday sarah and marge! |
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[Mar. 4th, 2005|11:52 pm] |
I'm a bit bored at the moment and thought I should update.
Well, I went to the Carroll vs. King soccer game with Kirstin and Scott. It was freezing out there. Thank goodness Kirstin brought the blankets. Ü .
Saw Miss Ashley and Gillian at the game as well. Saw Shook's puppies. They are so cute.
Keva Juice is The Best Ever..
Well I am not at Favorites and I hope that everyone that went had a really good time. I hope yall took a bunch of pictures because I really want to see em!
I also hope yall guys that went to search have a good time as well!
I REALLY miss 1st period vball class. screw band.
Can't wait til next week. Spring Break! yay. No Pat Greene concert though..:-(.
I'll be out of town in Houstin at a volleyball tournament. I hope that goes well. It better go well. I am tired of all the drama that is on my team and Ash, Gil, LA, and Dory know what I mean.
Hmm well ya this post was pointless. whatever.
( pictures by Allison ) |
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[Jan. 30th, 2005|06:32 pm] |
Matt's questionere thing. Ü
01. Who are you, what's our relationship?
02. How and where did we meet?
03. What's mah middle name?
04. How long have you known me?
05. Tell me one good thing about myself?
06. When you first saw me what was your impression?
07. My age?
08. Birthday?
09. My favorite band at the moment?
10. Color eyes?
11. Do i have any siblings?
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
15. Describe me in 3 words.
16. Name 5 things I love?
17. Do you think I'm good looking?
18. How would you describe me to someone?
19. Would you ever date me?
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did?
21: What do you like most about me?
22: If we could spend a day together what would we do?
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight?
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day? |
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[Jan. 30th, 2005|06:23 pm] |
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long time eh.
The basketball game at king was awesome. even though we lot it was still a Great game.
Lydia's party was fun -Olive garden then off to mario's house. sorry donika for kicking you. Ü.
One Tree Hill finally aired on tuesday for the first time in forever. It was
g-g-g-great.
I think in awhile i am going to clean my room and watch the birdcage... maybe then get around to my alg homework since i have a test tomorrow. blah.
I just got back from a run and it felt so great. there was just so much stuff that has been on my mind lately and i needed to clear my head. High school is dumb.
I miss 1st period vball...
Erin |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2005|11:12 pm] |
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Braces are gone for me.
New Years Eve was pretty entertaining. Val came over and all that great stuff.
Some of our friends from new braunsfuels came into town and stayed for the weekend. It was fun.
Today, I didn't wake up until 1 or so - wow it is going to suck when school starts. I'll have to get back to a regular schedual again. Well, Val came over for while and we decided to play volleyball/soccer with my sister. Around 5ish we head over to the athletic club for YOGA. It was our first time doing yoga, but it was sooo cool. I loved it. I can't wait to go back. But when that was over I had to go home and get ready for Vball practice for club over at carroll. So I changed and went and sweated and all that great stuff. Tournament in Austin this up coming weekend.
Tomorrow, Lauren, Tanay and I are going to go work out in the morning with Rhea so we can all get into shape. That is one of my New Years Resolutions.
I believe after that we are going to the guys bball game... I think?
Resolutions.
1. stay active and get into shape. plus with 100 - 200 crunches a night.
2. no more sodas ( even though i rarely drink them) and no junk food.
3. improve my chemistry grade at least to a HIGH B. and algebra 2 grade to an A and not to slack off in school by studying more.
There. I hope I keep my word on it. I WILL keep my word on it. Ü
Hasta.
Erin |
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[Dec. 24th, 2004|07:12 pm] |
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snow = cold.
never thought it would ever be this cold in south texas.
merry christmas eve. hope yall have a good one. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2004|05:09 pm] |
dude, 'code yellow' again during 6th period. Val, Donika, M.C. and I had a little too much fun out there. "i'm shawwy" "Itsh okay" .
This week is going by pretty smoothly. Our volleyball banquet is tomorrow and something else is tomorrow too?
o.k. I am trying really hard to bring my chemistry grade up... I have just a week and a half to do so. I am GOING to PASS that CLASS.
My parents are going to Las Vegas tomorrow and coming back Monday, plus my sister has a soccer tournament in austion and is leaving this Friday. Man, it can't any better than that.
Ohh... I finally got my permit last Friday. Ü. I don't turn 16 til June.
One Tree Hill wasn't on last night. I was very upset. But I got to watch laguna beach... Laguna Beach 2 is coming...!
ERiN |
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[Dec. 8th, 2004|05:03 pm] |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2004|11:42 pm] |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2004|02:25 pm] |
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I love holidays.
On Friday i went over to Valerie's after school and we hung out and went out to eat at...P.O.E.T.S. and guess what? Val got a tee shirt too!
I went bowling on saturday with val and my family. It was crazy.
Anywho. On Sunday I had Club vball tryouts for c.a.v.c. I saw Lyndsey and Lauren from beeville. It was great seeing them. Try-outs were actally good. nothing to hard or easy. It was prety fun.
Fristchy and Teaf came over last night and watched the "BIRDCAGE." Best movie ever. And we also caught up on everything thats been going on recently.
"stupid boys.." lol
Today i have just been hanging out here. Nothing special.
Tomorrow Lauren, tanay and I plan on going to the basketball game. that should be fun.
good job to all that went to district if you made it or not. you all deserved to make it. yall have to potential and want to practice and do awesome as for me just sit in a practice room and not even practicing. I was to lazy to try out. so congratulations again for everyone that tried out.
It is hard to beleive that the wreck really happened. Just keep praying for the girls and their families.
Thrasher |
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[Nov. 17th, 2004|06:59 pm] |
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Its only Wednesday with 2 tests tomorrow and 2 on Friday. This condictioning stuff during 1st period really sucks. I also can't wait til' I'm out of my 6th period class.
The weekend is coming and of course I will be out of town on saturday and coming home on sunday for c.a.v.c. tryouts. what Fun.
hmm some intresting stuff has happened this week. Julia knows what I am talking about...
Arbonne party tomorrow. can't wait. hehe
"I'm totally buggin'" haha me and Val have watched to much clueless.
went to P.O.E.T.S. on monday night... yumm. I also got a tee-shirt from there. Its red. its so cool. you know you want one...
JOY- I REALLY miss talking to you!!!! I see you like everyday but I never get a chance to chat.
dude Thanksgiving break is next week. yippee. no escuela! One Tree Hill party at valerie's!
Put your hand up on my hip when i dip you dip we dip < old school |
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[Nov. 10th, 2004|07:06 pm] |
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The week is going good so far. I like not having to go to 1st period this week and sleeping in til 8:45 or so. to bad thats not going to last long.
happy birthday abby and jay (yesterday)
i am getting addicted to the show one tree hill. it is awesome.
clara, hometeam on sunday. muahaha.
Chemistry is actually getting easy. or the stuff that we are doing in the class right now is. I plan on going to the play "the 12th night" because i need the extra credit in english. i herd that it was good too.
JuLiA. nosotros necesitamos hablar. sooon. 6th period is boring when you don't visitar. Ü
donika : lets go back this way.
me: ok. its like we are at the beach fighting through the waves.
donika: erin, your such a loser.
josh i like your hair cut! FORREAL.
hmm tryouts for club vball are soon. like next weekend.
ohh my parents are going to las vegas in december the same time my sister has an away soccer tournament. which means i get the house to muhself. PARTY. haha.
i LOVE the song "i'll be" by Edwin McCain.
I'll be your crying shoulder, I'll be love suicide,
I'll be better when I'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your life. |
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